I leave in one week. I cant even process that. In one week I will no longer live in the United States. There is so much I'm looking forward to in Italy yet there is so much I am going to miss here in the states. Ill miss homecoming and prom, football games on Friday nights, seeing movies at the theater downtown, my pets, my family, my friends, and even the smell of my house. I'm leaving everything I know and I'm scared as hell but I know it will all be worth it in the end. But there is still what I have to look forward to. Living at the beach, my host family, the friends I will make, the FOOD, and the feeling of accomplishment ill get knowing that I did it on my own. So no matter how hard it gets I need to realize what I'm gaining. And I think its ok to be scared that you wont be able to do it and to know how much you'll miss home. Believe it or not I am human and I do have emotions. But fear is all part of the experience, and in order for there to be good, there needs to be bad.
6 days 14 hours
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