Stress is really starting to get to me. What if I cant communicate with my host family? What if I get in trouble in school because I don't know whats going on? What if I can't do it? These and many more questions, are all of the things I'm trying not to think about. To be able to have this experience I cants have a negative mindset. This is going to be hard for me because I'm usually tough on myself and stress a lot. Not only that but the smallest things will make me cry. Sitting with my cat, snuggling with my dog, and thinking about what my friends will do when I'm gone. But I need to stop thinking about that kind of stuff. I know when I get to New York I will more than likely cry, but that will be the last time I allow myself to. I need to be strong and independent. This is my experience and it will be what I make it.
2 days 23 hours
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